Ushtari im ka plag\u00eb n\u00eb shtat!<\/p>\n
Shkruan: izmi ZEKA<\/p>\n
Ushtari im po shum\u00eb ke pasur dhimbje. Nuk di a e mbani mend. E more Gjergj e mbrojte Evrop\u00ebn kur dhimbja trokiste n\u00eb der\u00eb. Nuk durove plag\u00ebt as edhe shpat\u00ebn q\u00eb sillej mbi kok\u00eb. Ike pa na l\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb amanet. E ne Gjergji im u vardis\u00ebm pas shekujve duke u vrar\u00eb e kockat nuk e di as ku i lam\u00eb. Nuk b\u00ebri pun\u00eb as Let\u00ebrsia e Humanizmit -me p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues kryesor Marin Barletin as Let\u00ebrsia Filobiblike me p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues Pjeter Budin, Pjeter Bogdani, Frang Bardhin. Jo jo as Let\u00ebrsia e Bejtexhinjve me p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues Muhamet Ky\u00e7ykun, Nezim Berati me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb ushtari im nuk mund\u00ebm apo nuk dit\u00ebm dhe mbet\u00ebm duke u p\u00ebrballur me krism\u00ebn dhe r\u00ebniet e p\u00ebrditshme.<\/p>\n
E more Ali Pash\u00eb Tepelena, q\u00eb frik\u00ebn ta pati Stambolli e populli yt t\u00eb harroi pa pash e nishan. Sa gjaku u derdh rr\u00ebke. E kush mbeti ushtari im i pa p\u00ebrvuajtur, i pavrar\u00eb me shekujt e r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Ushtari im, ne ishim t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt u b\u00ebm\u00eb pashallar\u00eb, sadriazema e ku mbet\u00ebm, qanim pa ndal n\u00eb Stamboll, Bukuresht, Boston e rrug\u00ebve n\u00eb Itali e ku jo.<\/p>\n
Sa e dhimbshme. As rilind\u00ebsit tan\u00eb nuk b\u00ebn\u00eb pun\u00eb. Lidhja Shqiptare e Prizrenit ajo e Pej\u00ebs u mbyt\u00ebn n\u00eb gjak ushtari im e ne vajin se ndal\u00ebm kurr\u00eb. Shum\u00eb shekuj ik\u00ebn dhe liria mbeti \u00ebndrra e vetme e tyre q\u00eb dhan\u00eb jet\u00eb me barbar\u00eb t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n
\u00cbndrrat asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk u shuan ushtari im, as edhe kur Shqip\u00ebria ngriti flamurin n\u00eb Vlor\u00eb. T\u00eb ndar\u00eb, b\u00ebr\u00eb copa copa toka jon\u00eb dhe ne mbet\u00ebm vaji i bot\u00ebs t\u00eb pa krah\u00eb e dikush na quante edhe njer\u00ebz me bishta.<\/p>\n
Ne lexonim shkrimtar\u00ebt e Rilindjes komb\u00ebtare, si Naim Frash\u00ebrin, Jeronim de Rada\u00ebn, Zef Skiroin, Anton Zako Cajupin, Gavril Dara i Riu, Ndre Mjedjen, Asdrenin, etj.<\/p>\n
Prirja jon\u00eb lidhej edhe me Revolucionin Borgjez \u2013Francez, q\u00eb b\u00ebri ndryshimet e m\u00ebdha si n\u00eb jet\u00ebn politike ashtu edhe letrare e fundshekullit XVIII dhe shekullin XIX. A ushtari im lexonte poet\u00ebt e romantizmit si Viktor Hugon, Aleksander Pushkinin, Johan Volfgang G\u00ebten dhe Lord Bajronin. Por m\u00eb kot. Sa kalonte prej nj\u00eb kohe n\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn, ushtari im me pushk\u00eb n\u00eb krah e adhuronte shum\u00eb Xhejms Xhojs Ulisin,Franc Kafk\u00ebn,Alber Kamyn,Samuel Beketin, Tomas Eliot Katerin, Ernest Heminguejin,Dino Buxatin, Gabriel Markezin.<\/p>\n
Por as k\u00ebta nuk na b\u00ebn\u00eb pun\u00eb ushtari im i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm. Ne e vram\u00eb Hasan Prishtin\u00ebn, Bajram Currin, Avni Rrustemin e shpeshher\u00eb ne vram\u00eb edhe vetveten.<\/p>\n
Ne kishim qeveri n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri e nuk kishim qeveri. Ne vriteshim n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb sikur mos t\u00eb ishim krijesa njer\u00ebzore. Thereshim me thika e bajoneta e as q\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte kush p\u00ebr ne.<\/p>\n
Ne ishim partizan, Balliste e \u00e7ka jo.<\/p>\n
E ushtari im \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte lirin\u00eb e pagjetur q\u00eb shekujt e kishin tretur. Ishim t\u00eb harruar nga bota. E dhimbja jon\u00eb mbetej n\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00ebt e sharkis\u00eb dhe poezit\u00eb e shkruara diku larg atdheut. E ushtari bridhte dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb, duke u endur ca n\u00eb drit\u00eb e terr p\u00ebr pak\u00ebz liri dhe drejt\u00ebsi q\u00eb se gjente askund. T\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb copa-copa ca n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri e ca n\u00eb Serbi, ca n\u00eb \u00c7am\u00ebri e ca n\u00eb Maqedoni, ca n\u00eb Mal t\u00eb Zi e ushtari im bridhte pa ndal andej e k\u00ebndej vet\u00ebm tu tregonte se gjaku, gjuha dhe e kaluara ishin e nj\u00ebtrajtshme dhe se t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ish\u00ebm v\u00ebllez\u00ebr dhe motra t\u00eb nj\u00eb gjaku.<\/p>\n
Sa mbreti kaloi n\u00eb k\u00ebto troje, sa pashai ngriti pashall\u00ebqe e ne rob\u00ebrit e harruar kurr\u00eb nuk arrit\u00ebm t\u00eb dim\u00eb se nga \u00ebsht\u00eb per\u00ebndimi. \u00c7etat e ka\u00e7ak\u00ebt bridhnin maleve p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos duruar rob\u00ebrin\u00eb. Por, mbeten vet\u00ebm ka\u00e7ak e \u00e7eta q\u00eb u vet\u00ebflijuan.<\/p>\n
Sa gjaku u derdh e kush s\u2019na b\u00ebri derman. E ushtari im jetonte duke \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar lirin\u00eb e shekujve t\u00eb humbur.<\/p>\n
Ne nuk duronim shqiptarin e men\u00e7ur as luft\u00ebtarin e denj\u00eb. Sa qeverit\u00eb u rr\u00ebzuan e u vran\u00eb n\u00eb mes vet n\u00eb \u00e7erekun e par\u00eb t\u00eb shekullit XX. Dikush nga lindja e dikush ka per\u00ebndimi. As librat ushtari im nuk i shkruajn\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebmat tona vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb lek apo dinar q\u00eb e shitem e st\u00ebrshitem tok\u00ebn ton\u00eb arb\u00ebrore.<\/p>\n
E ushtari im pa grada as ofiqe sh\u00ebtit n\u00ebp\u00ebr shekuj p\u00ebr tu kthyer fitimtar n\u00eb vendin e vet\u00eb. Ai nuk pranonte dekorata as medaljonet, donte thjesht t\u00eb mbetej ushtar i thjesht. Sa her\u00eb e kam takuar duke qar\u00eb jo nga lig\u00ebsia, por nga dhimbja q\u00eb e shihte popullin dhe katandisjen e tij.<\/p>\n
Ushtari im ishte kronikan, pushka dhe nj\u00eb fletore ishin jeta e tij. Kishte edhe nj\u00eb bibliotek\u00eb q\u00eb as ballkanasit nuk e kishin. Shpesh futej n\u00eb t\u00eb dhe shikonte pa ndalur e ku me qiriun dhe librin kalonin nat\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra. E adhuronte Homerin, Nerud\u00ebn, i lexonte filozof\u00ebt grek, por p\u00ebr jet\u00eb e kishte Gjergjin.<\/p>\n
E kur Adem Jashari me familje luftoi kund\u00ebr serbit, ushtari im nuk m\u00eb takoi. Diku n\u00eb sirtar\u00ebt e mi gjeta nj\u00eb let\u00ebr q\u00eb shiheshin pikat e lotit, ku kishte shkruar \u201dAmanet Ushtrin\u00eb \u00c7lirimtare t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs, ruane si syt\u00eb e ballit, Shqip\u00ebria po b\u00ebhet!. Un\u00eb po iki n\u00eb \u00c7am\u00ebri dhe mos m\u00eb mbaj inat q\u00eb as nuk t\u00eb takova, nuk ta zgjata dor\u00ebn p\u00ebrher\u00eb t\u00eb fundit.<\/p>\n
Ushtari im iku sikur t\u00eb ishte hije e mij\u00ebvje\u00e7ar\u00ebve. Edhe sot m\u00eb duket se po e shoh\u00eb ashtu duke b\u00ebr\u00eb sh\u00ebtitje n\u00eb histori, duke lexuar Napoleonin, q\u00eb e kishte p\u00ebr merak e duke vrapuar pas \u00c7er\u00e7izit.<\/p>\n
Mos harroni ushtari im ishte kronikan, por edhe luft\u00ebtar\u00eb ku pushk\u00ebn e kishte amanet nga st\u00ebrgjyshit.<\/p>\n
Tani m\u00eb treguan se ushtari im ka plag\u00eb n\u00eb shtat, jo t\u00eb Gjergj Elez Alis\u00eb, por vet\u00eb historis\u00eb. Fillova t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas \u00e7far\u00eb keni mos ma prekni ushtarin tim, q\u00eb as historia nuk e kurseu nga plag\u00ebt e shumta. L\u00ebreni ai \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm ushtar\u00eb, nuk kishte tituj dhe nuk i donte ato.<\/p>\n
Ik\u00ebn pak dit\u00eb dhe ushtarin tim e vran\u00eb kur lira po ngrehte shtat. D\u00ebgjova se edhe pushk\u00ebn dhe flet\u00ebt e shkruara ia kishin marr\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ndoshta nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do ta gjej\u00eb s\u00eb paku ta \u201cvarrosi\u201d. Un\u00eb kam amanet e ju\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ushtari im ka plag\u00eb n\u00eb shtat! Shkruan: izmi ZEKA Ushtari im po shum\u00eb ke pasur dhimbje. Nuk di a e mbani mend. E more Gjergj e mbrojte Evrop\u00ebn kur dhimbja trokiste n\u00eb der\u00eb. Nuk durove plag\u00ebt as edhe shpat\u00ebn q\u00eb sillej mbi kok\u00eb. Ike pa na l\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb amanet. E ne Gjergji im u vardis\u00ebm […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":135966,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-135965","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-opinion"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135965","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=135965"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135965\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/135966"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=135965"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=135965"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=135965"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}