Nga Izmi Zeka<\/p>\n
Ishte nat\u00eb dimri ku acari sa vinte e shtohej e drith\u00ebrimat sikur t\u00eb shtonin nat\u00ebn e pafund.
\nNj\u00eb nat\u00eb e nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb shtir\u00eb ku t\u00eb ngrirat e dimrit paralajmronin t\u00eb ftohtin e madh.
\nPrishtin\u00ebn e kishte kapluar heshtja n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb ku dimri i acart trokiste te dera.
\nKoha ngaher\u00eb paralajmron fortun\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. Askush se dinte se nata e 11 dhe 12 janarit do t\u00eb mbulonte bor\u00ebn me krisma gjaku nga hijenat q\u00eb sh\u00ebtisnin pa ndal.
\nQyteti i dritave dhe eg\u00ebrsis\u00eb s\u00eb dimrit sikur po jepte alarmin se korbat e zinj\u00eb do t\u00eb han\u00eb t\u00eb gjall\u00eb edhe dall\u00ebndyshet e mbr\u00ebmjes.
\nKoh\u00eb e pa koh\u00eb e nj\u00eb nate t\u00eb trisht t\u00eb mbuluar me vellon e zez\u00eb pa e ditur se ajo nat\u00eb e eg\u00ebr do t\u00eb mbetej e p\u00ebrjetshme n\u00eb nj\u00eb lagje migjeniane e ku trokiste n\u00eb \u00e7do der\u00eb e hing\u00ebllima dhe taket e njerz\u00ebve me t\u00eb zeza ku do t\u00eb mbulonin Prishtine\u00ebn me gjakun e njom.
\nIshin dy t\u00eb rinj\u00eb q\u00eb kalonin rrug\u00ebt n\u00eb Prishtin\u00ebn e dalldisur nga fluskat e bor\u00ebs dhe acarit t\u00eb pangopur t\u00eb janarit t\u00eb kobsh\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk shikonte dit\u00ebt p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka.
\nZhurma dhe heshtja ishin b\u00ebr\u00eb bashk n\u00eb qytetin e dritave ku vet\u00ebm sh\u00ebtitjet e student\u00ebve i jepnin frym\u00eb dhe jet\u00eb acarit t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb n\u00eb qytetin e dhimbsh\u00ebm ku zihej k\u00ebnga dhe dashuria p\u00ebr rinin\u00eb e ikur e q\u00eb nuk kthehej m\u00eb.
\nKoha edhe mund ti haj\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e un\u00eb kisha d\u00ebgjuar q\u00eb janari \u00ebsht\u00eb i eg\u00ebr edhe kur ai ka bardh\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shtr\u00ebngon fort n\u00eb zem\u00ebr e n\u00eb shpirt.
\nAt\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb 11 dhe 12 janarit t\u00eb vitit 1984 isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb duke lexuar Lasgushin q\u00eb e kisha p\u00ebr zem\u00ebr dhe v\u00ebshtir\u00eb e kuptoja poezin e tij, metafor\u00ebn n\u00eb dimrin q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebrdhinte deri n\u00eb palc\u00eb.
\nKthehesha te Rilindasit dhe p\u00ebr qudi at\u00eb nat\u00eb gjumi p\u00ebrdridhej n\u00eb mes t\u00eb ftoftit dhe t\u00eb lexuarit n\u00eb kthim prapa n\u00eb histori dhe asgj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb dukej si herave tjera.
\nNj\u00eb nat\u00eb e pa kthim i mbetur n\u00eb heshtjen p\u00ebc\u00eblluese t\u00eb akullit q\u00eb kishte mbuluar banes\u00ebn time me cepa trishtues ku dimri \u201cp\u00ebrv\u00eblonte\u201d edhe nga hing\u00ebllima e kuajve t\u00eb zinj\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb nate pakthim e q\u00eb koha do ta merr n\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen e acarit, qyteti i dritave p\u00ebrdridhej nga helmeta dhe zhurma pa mbarim e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb shekullin e kishin shkatrruar dhe dimrin e kishin p\u00ebrgjakur.
\nAt\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb janarit t\u00eb kobsh\u00ebm dy t\u00eb rinj\u00eb ishin rrethuar nga nata e dimrit t\u00eb err\u00ebt. Qyteti ishte ngrysur i heshtur nga friga e ushtarit dhe policit.
\nShushurima e njerz\u00ebve p\u00ebr skaj rrug\u00ebve sikur ndjente dhimbjen dhe pa ditur se cfar\u00eb ndodhi n\u00eb mb\u00ebmjen e dimrit t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb nate t\u00eb zez\u00eb pa jet\u00eb dhe me gjak\u00eb t\u00eb njom\u00eb.
\nIshin dy t\u00eb rinj\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebnduan k\u00ebng\u00ebn \u201cdal nga dal po vje bahear\u201d. Ishte nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb q\u00eb vet\u00ebm ata dinin ta k\u00ebndonin, vet\u00ebm ata dinin t\u00eb vdesnin me k\u00ebng\u00ebn p\u00ebr liri.
\nRexhepi e Nuhiu ishin n\u00eb at\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje t\u00eb nj\u00eb nate t\u00eb paharruar duke kaluar rrug\u00ebt ku ishin rritur dhe shp\u00ebrndanin arom\u00eb lirie. At\u00eb nat\u00eb ku edhe dimri ishte paralajmrim i eg\u00ebrsi\u00ebs\u00eb s\u00eb madhe i gjeti duke kuvenduar. At\u00eb kuvendim t\u00eb nj\u00eb nate t\u00eb trisht ua lan\u00eb brezave amanet.
\nIshin d\u00ebgjuar krismat mu n\u00eb lagjen q\u00eb sot q\u00eb mban emrin e trimave, n\u00eb lagjen ku beteja dhe jeta ishin kuptim p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pa dallim.
\nAs bresh\u00ebria e automatikut nuk ua ndali k\u00ebng\u00ebn. As dora e zeza nuk ua ndali k\u00ebng\u00ebn.
\nT\u00eb rrethuar e duke k\u00ebnduar i than\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb jet\u00ebs q\u00eb ende nuk e kishin shijuar.
\nHijet e zeza n\u00eb nj\u00eb fortun\u00eb dimri e nj\u00eb lufte t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb pabarabart, mbuluan Prishtinen me heshtje duke k\u00ebputur lulet pa ardhur pranvera. Nata e zez\u00eb u mundua q\u00eb t\u00eb ndal ardhjen e pranver\u00ebs dhe dit\u00ebt me lul\u00ebkuqet e Kosov\u00ebs.
\nAta u vran\u00eb nga katil\u00ebt dhe shpirt\u00ebzinj\u00ebt n\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb ku edhe moxarti do tu a kishte lakmi vdekjen e tyre e q\u00eb gitara u mungonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur ritmin e k\u00ebng\u00ebs para vdekjes.
\nQyeti q\u00eb i rriti , qyteti i rrit\u00ebs tani po i priste por jo si dikur. Tani po vinin me plumb n\u00eb shtat. Gjilani i janarit t\u00eb vitit 1984 po priste bedenat p\u00ebr tu b\u00ebr\u00eb hije dhe diell nj\u00eb populli q\u00eb p\u00ebr jet\u00eb kishte zgjedhur lirin\u00eb.
\nPo ktheheshin me lirin\u00eb n\u00eb shtat dy dragoj q\u00eb Hasan Prishtina ua la amanet kombin.
\nHijet e zeza sh\u00ebtisnin pa ndal. Edhe prej varrit ua kishin frig\u00ebn. As n\u00eb varr nuk donin ti linin t\u00eb qet\u00eb.
\nDim\u00ebr i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ishte. Koh\u00eb e pa koh\u00eb. Nuk mbahet mend ai dim\u00ebr i 11 dhe 12 Janarit t\u00eb vitit 1984.
\nQizme t\u00eb zeza, bajloz t\u00eb zi kishe kudo. Gjergj Elez Alit nuk mund t\u00eb rrinin n\u00eb shtrat duke u dergjuar edhe pse plumbat n\u00eb trup pikonin gjak.
\nAh sa dimra t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb kaluan. Sa net\u00eb t\u00eb pagjum\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb. Sa plumba ran\u00eb rrebesh mbi Gjergjat dhe kurr nuk u ndal\u00ebn. Gjergjat me plag n\u00eb shtat u ngriten prej varrit dhe shkel\u00ebn mbi bajlozat e zinj\u00eb dhe u kthyen prap n\u00eb varr p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb lulet e kuqe t\u00eb Kosov\u00ebs t\u00eb mbijn\u00eb mbi trupin e tyre.
\nNuk ka m\u00eb bajloza as dimra t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb si n\u00eb koh\u00ebn Gjergjit, Is\u00ebs, Jusufit, Kadriut, Bardhit, Rexhepit e Nuhiut.
\nTani janari i acart\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb i ndezur flak ku qyteti me kalld\u00ebrma ka hijen e Rexh\u00ebs dhe Nuhiut t\u00eb Jusufit dhe Kadriut, ka amanetin e tyre.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nga Izmi Zeka Ishte nat\u00eb dimri ku acari sa vinte e shtohej e drith\u00ebrimat sikur t\u00eb shtonin nat\u00ebn e pafund. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb e nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb shtir\u00eb ku t\u00eb ngrirat e dimrit paralajmronin t\u00eb ftohtin e madh. Prishtin\u00ebn e kishte kapluar heshtja n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb ku dimri i acart trokiste te dera. Koha ngaher\u00eb paralajmron […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":51066,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-51065","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-lajme"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51065","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=51065"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51065\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/51066"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=51065"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=51065"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=51065"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}