Nga Amela Temja<\/p>\n
Ndoshta nuk muj\u2019 me ta kuptu merakun q\u00eb ke sa her\u00eb q\u00eb bie t\u2019flejsh e nuk mundesh mem puth sepse nuk m\u2019ke af\u00ebr, edhe pse jam aq e sigurt q\u00eb ti m\u2019puth \u00e7do nat\u00eb me zem\u00ebr. Ndoshta s\u2019kam mujt me ta prek shpirtin e me pa si t\u2019digjet sa her\u00eb q\u00eb mbi krye m\u2019ke q\u00ebndru kur jam s\u00ebmur\u00eb por e di q\u00eb ke vlue p\u00ebrmrena. Un\u00eb nuk e di sa e lodhshme \u00e1sht p\u00ebr ty mem b\u00ebrtit sa her\u00eb q\u00eb i dor\u00ebzohena gabimeve t\u2019jet\u00ebs por di q\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00ebn tande s\u2019kishe d\u00e1sht me ta prek as puplat e lene ma e keqja e njer\u00ebzve. Un\u00eb nuk t\u2019i di t\u2019dhimtat e lindjes kur m\u2019ke pru n\u00eb jet\u00eb por di q\u00eb i kishe p\u00ebrjetu \u00e7do dit\u00eb, \u00e7do sekond\u00eb ve\u00e7 me pa evladin t\u00e1nd dhe zemr\u00ebn n\u2019gjoksin t\u00e0nd si i rreh. Ndoshta un\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019kam me u ba as sa gjysma jote, por di q\u00eb gjysma jeme asht plot 24 vjet prej \u00e1shtit t\u00e1nd. E un\u00eb kisha mujt me ken bija e \u00e7do femne tjet\u00ebr, por jam e jotja me plot bekime, e nje grueje trime, me zem\u00ebr t\u2019madhe q\u00eb e thrras nan\u00eb. Ndoshta nj\u00ebmij vjet me i pas n\u2019kyt dyrnja un\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019kam me ta shlye borxhin, edhe pse ti kur e ndin k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb ngulfatesh sesi un\u00eb nuk e kuptoj q\u00eb p\u00ebr ty jam nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb e Zotit.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb di ve\u00e7 me ngreh zanin e me qajt, at\u2019her\u00eb kur jeta m\u2019rrzon e ma jep shuplak\u00eb tuj harrue q\u00eb edhe ti i ke, por q\u00eb i sheshon se t\u2019mijat t\u00eb vrasin ma shum\u00eb se tuajat dhe gjithmon\u00eb aty je. Nan\u00eb, s\u2019t\u00eb dal kurr\u00eb hakut. Sa her\u00eb bota ka hedh hi mbi evladin \u201cvajz\u00eb\u201d ti ke dit\u00eb mem mbyll vesh\u00ebt mos me i nd\u00ebgjue e m\u2019ke than\u00eb se ty t\u2019kam hap\u00eb dyer n\u2019parajs\u00eb. Ke dit\u00eb me sheshu fjalt e hallkut p\u00ebrreth se pse kam lind \u00e7ik\u00eb e para p\u00ebr ty nuk asht ken turp por g\u00ebzimi ma i madh n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Nuk kam pse me ta dediku dashnin\u00eb ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb her\u00eb si \u00e7ik\u00eb se ti e ke hak me u gzue \u00e7do t\u2019lume dit\u00eb. E un\u00eb ve\u00e7 me falend\u00ebru q\u00eb e mbaj gjakun tand, gjak q\u00eb m\u00eb jep jet\u00eb sa t\u2019jet\u00eb jeta.\/ KultPlus.com\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nga Amela Temja Ndoshta nuk muj\u2019 me ta kuptu merakun q\u00eb ke sa her\u00eb q\u00eb bie t\u2019flejsh e nuk mundesh mem puth sepse nuk m\u2019ke af\u00ebr, edhe pse jam aq e sigurt q\u00eb ti m\u2019puth \u00e7do nat\u00eb me zem\u00ebr. Ndoshta s\u2019kam mujt me ta prek shpirtin e me pa si t\u2019digjet sa her\u00eb q\u00eb mbi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":77510,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-77509","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-opinion"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=77509"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77509\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/77510"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=77509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=77509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/radiostargjilan.com\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=77509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}